Rematch

Is it me or has the sky got darker?

the weather has gotten so much colder.

Rethinking about all that were said,

ending the war between my mind and my heart,

Are these my remaining cards?

living this life of mine, is it

Love and pain all this time?

you, being my only lifeline,

These, are just lies I didn't mind?

I don't wanna let go....

My heart want to stay and never say no....

erasing everything...

Tearing it all down to nothing?

or should I continue this pointless war?

Many times I thought of it all.

over and over I thought,

Verge of letting go I ever fought.

end it all?

Or face it once more?

now I'm lost once again......

What should I do? I'm once again.. going insane.....

Written & Created by J.C.T.H

Wonders of a ferris wheel

As one dwells about dreamin,

reaching for the sky in her little cabin.

Countin the colors within,

that protects and love if she's willin.

It's wheel will always be there circlin,

waiting for her to grab hold and walk in.

Thus this ferris wheel that I'm dedicatin,

represents that I'll always be there for you, warmin, and perhaps waitin.

An important overseas friend.

Thy Strangers we once were,

living our own lives without any fear.

Through family we then met,

there we go, creating our very own net.

Though distance may cause damage,

I know there will never be a final page.

Friends we are now,

this link we forever vow.

Thank you so much for the past few days,

may fate bring us together again someday.

Written and created by J.C.T.H

An Undelivered Message

As I walked along this dimly lit path,

I hoped that its road was never so rough.

As I looked upon what my eyes could see,

there was you, ever being there for me.

Those signs of glee,

the smiles that set me free.

You laid your arms open,

the distance between us shorten.

Wish you were here,

erase my fear.

Wish you would ever be by my side,

together we may surpass the tide.

The grace and beauty I see in you,

warms and soften me too.

Difficult you are to understand,

or to simply know your every bend.

I may be unsure of our fates we are united,

but you are all that I have ever wanted.

I love you.

but then.... What if........

Nothing is true?

Written & created by J.C.T.H

History

Darkness continues to strike,

endless war I'm forced to like.

Piercing the wind with a golden spear,

rage of cries I seem to fear.

Elevation of heartbreaks,

scarring one as he refuses to forsake.

Sight as one encounters death,

I sacrificed all that I have.

Onwards attempts of revival,

now it seems only natural.

Written & Created by J.C.T.H

A Daily Torment

As I looked upon the mirror,
there was nothing there but tears.
Reaching out for the shadows.
attempting to open the closed window.
All I could see is darkness,
a miracle I haven't turn to madness.
Feeling my way towards the door,
pushing myself along the floor.
As I stretched my hands onto the knob,
I fell right below the table top.
I looked up miserably at the only hope,
only to realise it's impossible to cope.
I crawled painfully along the floor,
searching for a way to escape it all.
Beneath a chair lies a blade,
I grabbed it as I can no longer wait.
I put out my hand to recieve the pain,
only to realise it's too blunt to attain.
I threw the blade as hard as I could,
tears dripped down onto my injured foot.
I pushed away all that I see,
smashed and burnt all beneath my knee,
Anger and hatred born within me,
my soul could no longer feel any glee.
I took out a cigarrette and took a puff,
asking myself why it was all so tough.
I dragged myself across the room,
allowing myself to face my doom.
I pushed along the wall as it opened,
my heart gradually hardened.
I placed my feet along the wall,
closed my eyes and started to recall.
A leap of faith was then excuted,
thus, beneath lies who has finally muted.

A Desperate Search for Hope.

Breeze that blew pass,

scars that ever last.

Books written as one age,

like any with a regular dosage

Pieces played by the piano,

darkness that scorch the volcano.

Lies inflicting the mind,

dreams that fall behind.

Faces of death that rise,

Droplets of tears that never dries.

Hanging on by a thin rope,

wish there could be some hope.

Now that the world is static,

true love that is far beyond the galactic.

Talents misunderstood by one's foe.

principles that hides beneath the dough.

A wisdom one has ever unfold,

but no one ever bothered to understand why it was told.

Nothing is true, Everything is permitted.

Written & Created by J.C.T.H

A Birthday Poem for a friend

Dedicated to Ms Tan Su Yi.

A fellow classmate/friend of mine.

As days go by,

where school stresses us dry.

Thy one who wishes to fly,

where the life fails to dye.

Many times we try to forget,

those memories that makes us all sad.

One must live without regret,

so live it without any time to debt.

As one who grows another year,

who celebrates it with wine of beer.

Thy the body has grown a tier,

one must never live with fear.

With goals that lie ahead,

stress that causes them to fade.

One should never do what they said,

but follow the reason you were made.

Happy birthday Su Yi,

Thy life may bring you to the knees.

Remember that love does not require any fee.

so let's step forward and live life with glee!!!

Written & Created by J.C.T.H

A Daily Transaction

As one strolls along the lonely road,

a step away to his broken boat.

Drips of drops appearing his eyes,

that never ever dries.

Wish there were hope,

it's impossibly to cope.

Lies and voices in his head,

the breath in the heart begins to fade.

The glee that were lost,

wished one could buy them back no matter the cost.

Hiding itself in the dark,

hoping for a little spark.

It's never going to come,

wish I could just be dumb.

A simple slice on the wrist,

or a jump off the rooftop would be such a bliss...

The tears that ever fall,

the feel of one forever sore.

If there were a goal in life,

in the heart there would never be a knife......

Carved & poured by J.C.T.H

A Final Conclusion

As I look up into the big blue sky,
crying in a corner asking myself why.
Those tears I bear never seem to dry,
so why do I even cry?
No matter what I do, and no matter how hard I try,
my destiny, is impossible to defy.
I lay down my pride,
I choose not to hide.
The weakness is that I'm shy,
but nobody appreciates all that I try,
Though many times, I tried to apply,
they just left me in a pool of blood to die.
Failure I am that I can't deny,
but all just treats me like an annoying fly.
Now that I have awakened from those eyes,
love, is simply, just a lie.

Written & Created by J.C.T.H

The 2nd Parting

Like years and centuries it may be,
only you our hearts can only see.
Like many who goes away,
all we can do is pray.
The joyful hearts that have seen you,
and the tearful selves that embraces you.
Those thoughts that have been there,
turning into the tears we bear.
The girl whom I once loved then,
remained as what should have been banned.
Wish time would just pause,
to allow you to heal those wounds' cause.
Longing for the day we first met,
where our hearts ain't in any bet.
Though existing bonds weren't like then,
each other we no longer need to depend.
Take good care of yourself my dear,
I shall wait till next time right here.

Written, Love & Created by J.C.T.H

A Confession Poem for a Loved one.

Encrypted:

Thoughts of one who was never known,
Rings of bonds ones have grown.
Upon one is one big blow,
The lies that never fail to show.
Hell did one faced in the past,
Injuries that one had still last.
Drops of blood that ever fall,
Eyes that always fails to notice it all.
Notes of an ever ascending tone,
Is played through the heart that flown.
Ever growth of one that hides its gold,
Did the other ever know.

Written & Created by J.C.T.H





Decrypted:

Vertical First letter reading: (TRUTH I DENIED)

I have always been thinking of you from the start but you didn't know,
though we were just friends, Loving you isn't what I really wanted at first.
I kept lying to myself and to you that it's the truth. Had heartbreaking experiences in the past,
thus, didn't dare to tell you. It hurts loving you, you never knew. My feelings for you grew each day, I Love you, I mean it and I can't forget you.... how I wish you knew....

Deciphered by J.C.T.H

the present day...

the battle goes on,
Kinda wished there weren't any bonds.
I guess I'm never the perfect guy,
Perhaps I am born to cry till dry.
As time continue to flow,
There's nothing that will unfold.
Jealousy and anger,
Like climbing a broken ladder.
My feelings just won't change,
It's stuck at a never ending range.
All I can do now is wait and watch,
Lies I continue to forge.
Lying to myself that I don't see anything,
Lying to myself that I feel nothing.
When will this torment end?
Losing control of what my heart's able to tend....

Written and created with the tears of J.C.T.H

Indirect:

Feathers that sweep pass,
the wind that blew last.
Leaves rustling,
covering the sound of my crying.
Rain that fall,
tears that flood the whole floor.
Warmth I have lost,
my life no longer cost.
Reaching out for the light of the moonlight,
but darkness is all there is in sight.
Echos of pain,
heard by nothing but the drain.
Wished for a hug,
all I get in my arms is a 6 leg bug.
Reaching out for a shoulder,
all I could on is a very rough boulder.
What is that I seek?
while everyone thinks I'm a freak.
What is it that I lack?
everywhere and everything I have already checked.
Why is it all so unfair?
I wasn't even playing a game of truth or dare.
The truth that I face...
is no longer hidden in a haze...
I have lost the war,
replaced by one who knows more...
Stabbed in the heart by an arrow,
by one who holds a better whole.
Cast away like dust,
scraped off easily like rust.
Thrashed in the head by another arrow,
by an enemy I have already let go.
Thrown into the depths of the sea,
where none can ever see.

Written & Created by J.C.T.H

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Direct:


You were all I cared,
pain you felt I always scared.
I didn't know how to approach you,
all I did was lie to you.
I've loved you from the shadows,
feelings that stretched across a never ending meadow.
Light shone upon me by you,
pulled me out from under the cool.
I held back as you asked,
fear of all that I've always masked.
That was where my tears started to flow,
where my heart got shot into a hole.
I tired to remove the hurt,
but it remains like an ever stained shirt.
I didn't know why,
my soul got thrown sky high.
As I recovered from those torments,
returned those painful moments.
All I could do is cry,
though I wished I could just die.
A heretic that showed,
tears that continued to flow.
I bleed and you never know,
how could an ally be so cold?
Now that I think back,
bravery I know I lacked.
Wished you knew the truth I always wanted to tell you,
the fact that what I said was never true.
but I'm useless and a coward,
and I'm simply too easily hurt.
Everything ain't what I want,
but I knew I was never someone you hunt.
I was out of your league,
I was too much of a geek.
Though you may not see this,
but you're one that I still miss.
It won't make any difference that you knew I was a fool.
because I was never in any part of your rule.
Nothing will ever change even if you knew this too..................

I Love you.....

Written with the blood of J.C.T.H

Tears behind the grins.

24hours it's been,
but weeks it seems.
Never ending bad dreams,
like slicing my own limbs.
Ever-lasting pain,
ever pouring rain.
It all drives me so insane,
feels like hanging myself off a crane.
Tears falling down my cheek,
flowing like a pipe just leaked.
Warmth I continue to seek,
up a vertical mountain peak.
Smiling I wish to be,
but darkness I never fail to see,
I want to be free,
the lock is there, but there's no key.
My heart feels so sore,
its battle will never reach a draw.
Searching for all my flaws,
now I realized they are all.
Walking towards the gates of hell,
pools of tears remain as I fell.
I have no more stories to tell,
I don't know when I would seriously get well...

Written & Created by J.C.T.H

The Truth behind the Lie.

Truth one demand us all,
Thoughts that come without our call.
Shivers and cold the other saw,
As the river flowed from start to shore,
Lies one seem to bear,
one's heart never cease to tear.
Pain one feels through his hair,
Tears he never wish to share.

Written & Created by J.C.T.H

A Valentine's Poem written for him/her

DEDICATED TO YOUR LOVE ONE.


Dear "......"

Far away the stars soar,
love surrounds us all.
Moments that I tend to fall,
never will you ignore my call.
Times we are together,
feels like going out with no other.
Frustrations on glass that shatter
around me your warmth scatter.
See through me you can,
understand me now and then.
You tattoo my name on your hand
protect me from the murderous sun tan.
I'm not perfect,
but you will just accept the fact.
No matter when the sun set,
you hold me and never regret.
You were an angel in the past,
your blessings never lasts.
Now you bring me the stars,
and you give me more than I ever ask.
Be it months or years I've been with you,
you've always been feeding me full.
Perhaps it's fate that I've met you,
but I chose to give myself to you.
You've always been by my side,
the occasional tears I can never hide.
You forgive me when I lied,
I just can't live without you by my side.
Though many times I said this to you,
and at times you think I'm forgetful.
I love you and it'll always be you.
Therefore I dedicated this day to you.
Happiness shall rebirth,
Happy Valentine's Day my love.

Written and Created by J.C.T.H

Feel free to send this to whoever you love, be it your girlfriend/boyfriend/crush/those who would be interested in seeing this. Who knows what you may get in return. It's your own choice whether you want to send it, but do edit the unnecessary parts. but please don't remove the original author's initals. - Give some credit to me man! hahahahaz

Happy Valentine's day to all.

A birthday poem for one like no other.

As lights and neons starts to glow, towards the door I go.
The breeze and cool air that sweep pass, how I wished it would forever last.
It calms me yet freezes me, could it be because I was far from free?
I sat down where I was allowed to be, more water please I asked the man in T.
I preferred it than alcohol as it was free, just like making friends can't be charged with any fee.
I stared across the table at the empty chair, hoping to see those long strands of hair.
I flipped the booklet and placed the order, my heart starts to bleed across its border.
Tiny droplets hit upon the window, the tears shed across the meadow.
I stared at the crooked empty table, waiting and kicking it to make it stable.
I saw the waiter carry a cake across the room, it suddenly struck my mind with a boom.
I ran out of the restaurant towards my car, sped towards somewhere not very far.
Reached the doorstep of a house, as the clock ticked towards the rate of my pulse.
The door opened and there you were standing there, drenched I am but I didn't care.
Happy beloved birthday, I think that's all I'm trying to say.

Love & Written & Created by J.C.T.H

A Farewell Poem to a Friend who's migrating.

Dedicated to Jacqueline Goh.

2 to 3 years it has been, but centuries it seem.
As time continues to flow, wonders of why you have to go.
Though little do we know, this is still a rather big blow.
Truth we try to deny, perhaps you want to cry.
Many times we hope, on this steep yet gentle slope.
Now we must accept the truth, that you entering the migration booth.
Joy and laughter we had, parting is simply too sad.
Be it anger or sadness, don't let it affect your happiness.
Glad that these bonds were made, miss you just like what the card have said.
Though far we are from each other, we'll never forget those times we had together.
This is farewell, remember you we shall.
Please don't forget us, may our friendship forever last.

From the hearts of:
Soh Jun Rong, Toh Jia Sen, Chiu Tsz Ho Jeremy.

Written and created by J.C.T.H

The present day...

What is it that leads our path?
is it those that makes us laugh?
Or those who gives us peace.
even if one knows the least,
No one can change how our lives seem to be.
Even if the bright future is just in front of our eyes to see.
What truly makes us smile,
and what truly tells us how.
The inescapable truth,
the lies that continues to move.
Our lives are what we make them,
or how others build your stem.
One must not blame the other,
all we need is to seek out our father.
Why did you give me this life?
where I'm constantly trapped in a bee hive.
Is it pain that you seek?
or is it lessons that you speak?
Death awaits for who I am,
faster than any other life tram.
Why not now? why wait?
stop my heart on one particular date.
Inside out I'm dying.
why not bring it closer to stop my crying.
Lord why are you doing this to me?
Each and every single moment I see.
Lord, Forgive me for all my sins,
I wanna throw my heart into the bin.
save me, heal me, set me free.
Bring me back to the light,
away from the torments of the darkside.
In Jesus name I pray,
Amen, that's all I wanna say.

Written and created by J.C.T.H

A Remix of "Goodbye My Friend"

(verse 1)
When life seems,
a never ending dream.
When it's dark.
how I wished I don't give a fuck.
When alone.
I always cry beside my phone.
Feeling sore,
all I do is continue to fall.

(Chorus)
As I trace back my footsteps.
The pain drags across the many world maps.
Miles from the peace it seems,
The love I lack, the light slowly dims.
No matter what I do, it hurts loving you.

(verse 2)
At wits end.
trouble seems like a trend.
Trapped inside.
my tears don't seem to subside.
Felling lost,
my life don't worth any cost.
And I know
I'm 24/7 cold.....

Written and created by J.C.T.H

The Torment of a buried Treasure

As I strolled along the darkness,
all that drained from me are happiness.
The ice beneath me,
never seem to melt free.
Constant stabs into my chest,
never fails to make me feel depressed.
The sea that hits upon the shore.
the impact of pain is indeed hardcore.
The confusion that surface,
I too am trapped in this horrible maze.
Limited to whoever I am
a shepherd among a hundred white lambs.
As I continue to suffer,
this film of torture continues to buffer.
Helplessness I feel,
lost in however I try to heal.
Why do I continue to be such a fool?
probably because I'm so deeply in love with you...


Written and created by J.C.T.H

A special poem to a very special friend who is in "overseas"

Dedication to my ex-girlfriend
Regene Lau who is in somewhere all alone... without the love of friends, the love of parents, the love of all that is before those gates of hell...

A poem written based on the feelings of my own, and the people who feels the same...




In all the suffering one feel,

Many experience the real deal.
Ice there are under my feet,
Sand that wash across my ocean seat.
Sitting on the beach staring across,

Yet I don't seem to know the cause.
On and on I continue to stare,
Under the scorching sun I have to bear.


All that I see is you,
Living somewhere so uncool.
Lies I continue to tell myself,

Oh please take care of yourself.
Fuck it all,

Under all the good points and flaws,
Sad I continue to feel,

Dear baby wish you would come to heal....
Oh when is it gonna be over, this feel.....

Written and created and love by
J.C.T.H






We miss you...

The present day...

As I look up into the dark sky,
all that I wish is just to die.
I lie on my bed with my eyes closed,
pain and tears I doubt anyone knows.
Dreams of terror and blood,
as my blade drifts away from the cut.
Facts of outcasting and crying,
never stops like a river flowing.
Deep and trapped in the darkside,
death is all that awaits beside...
:'(((

A "BULLSHIT" poem/lullaby for a friend who can't sleep.

Oh dear, oh stop thinking of beer.
It's time to fly up, to dreamland with a bottle of 7-up.
Close all your eyes, ignore those flies.
Pull the blanket on, and think of unagi don.
The delicious eel, that's waiting to be unsealed.
As I sing this crap, I hope you ain't deaf.
So faster go sleep! or I'll send a dozen cursed sheeps.

Sleep well XDDD

Written and created by J.C.T.H

The latest love/birthday poem to a special particular person

A poem which took me 4 days to write.

Here goes:

As I strolled along this crystal-like path,
Knowing what’s beyond just ain’t enough.
I walked into the crowd of nature,
Felt as if I’ve gotten more mature.
Seeing the trees around me,
Though stuck yet seems so free.
Green leaves that fall,
Forever there seems to be more.
I leant my back against the tree,
Looking around for peace to see.
I placed my palm against my cheek,
Knowing that I have found what I seek.
Endless warmth I could now feel,
Years of Joy I wish to unseal.
Of all that I have walked through,
Understanding I wish I could have too.
Vague I know I am,
As fear always hide who I truly am.
Love truly changes the scenery around,
Just like the birds chirping on their graceful sounds.
I stood up from where I sat,
Turned around to admire the sunset.
I strolled on up this mountain,
The sunlight sprinkled like a water fountain.
As I reached the peak,
It felt like I’ve walked for weeks.
I closed my eyes to feel the breeze,
Hitting against me like those ever-growing leaves.
I opened my eyes and there it was,
The multicolored road stretched across.
Brightening our hearts with glows of light,
Happy birthday and may your life always shine with delights.

Written and created by J.C.T.H
Jeremy Chiu Tsz Ho

An undelivered message.

What the hell is this?
every type of girl is the same....
whenever they finds out that a particular a guy has fall for them,
they keep themselves far away from the guy..... what the fuck is this????
it totally breaks the man's heart seeing them do such a thing...
if u do not feel the same way.. then SAY SO!!! Don't avoid!
think of the opposite side's feelings please!!! )))):

missing you....
what should I do?
you ain't replying...
feels like you're disappearing...
want to talk to you so much....
but you just don't seem to budge...
I really love you alot....
whenever I see you my heart gets so hot....
are you avoiding me?
wish you would give me some hints to see....
it hurts so much and my heart's bleeding...
only you could stop this unstoppable crying...
I wanna care for you....
because I love you.
though the reason I do not know,
just wish that you ain't so cold.....

))))))))))))))))))))))))):

written and created by J.C.T.H

A Poem for a special friend in need 2

Take your time in everything,
All you need is more time to think.
Knock your head on the wall you must not.
End the thoughts with a simply gunshot.

Can do it you must think,
All it takes is a simple blink,
Rest you need.
Eventually you will succeed.

Written and created by J.C.T.H

A Poem for a special friend in need

When things aren't going right,
where what you lack is light.
When things seem horribly wrong,
where life seems so long...
At times we do things the wrong way,
and we think everything is okay.
At times we wished for hope,
life's simply too difficult to cope.
Once or twice we wish for peace,
but the pain and suffering just won't cease.
Our minds tells us things we refuse to hear,
and then we drown ourselves with alcohol and beer.
What is the meaning of life you may ask,
what exactly is my righteous task.
As time go,
we will eventually know.
But for now one needs the rest,
and do what we do best.
To forget the torture in our hearts,
And not to bet your life with a game of cards.
Take care my friend,
if I can smile, you also can.
It's all in the mind,
there's no such thing as a different kind.
Whatever that's tormenting you,
just to let you know I'll always be there for you.

Written and created by J.C.T.H

As soon as I see you,
I feel so much like a fool.
When I look at you my face goes red,
Felt like my time had just delayed.
Wished for courage to speak up,
Chances were overflowing out of the cup.
Why is it that I do not dare?
So much love and care I wanted to share.
Hope that I won't get misunderstood,
For being anti-social like everyone else would.
How I wish you would tell me how you feel,
Or tell me that you know how I feel.
Smiles that seems so sweet,
Felt like our hearts has begun to meet.
Hating myself so much,
I'm such a coward that my mouth won't budge.
I want to talk to you,
Tell you how much I love you.
I'm afraid you'll reject,
Control of emotions I always lacked.
It hurts loving you,
But I don't wanna let go of you.
Stubborn I am,
But loyal I always am.
I don't know what to do,
My mind's completely filled with you.

Written and created by J.C.T.H

An Undelivered poem to a particular special person 2

Though wishes to be granted,
The love and care I always wanted.
The feelings I always wanted to give,
My heart always get deceived.
Wonders of why you're uncontactable,
Your smiles and joy which is so laughable.
Wondering when I could see you again,
It really drives me insane.
The fact that you aren't there,
Makes life even more unfair.
Wondering whether you're okay,
How I wish you would just say.
The unbearable feeling,
Just makes me feel like crying.
Where are you my love,
I can't find you in either the straight roads and curves.
Do you hate me,
Are you scared of me.
Do you like me,
Are you avoiding me.
Do you even care about me.
Am I not what you always wanted to see,
Am I not the one that you foresee.
I miss you like mad.
I don't know what to do but I can't stop myself from feeling sad.

Written and created by J.C.T.H

An Undelivered poem to a particular special person

Though near yet so far,
It's slowly leaving a scar.
I allow the river to flow through,
The lake ended up too full.
Starting to wonder why,
Under this stormy red sky.
Felt like petals being pealed down,
As you are what I've found.
The dreams I have at night,
Are filled with you at flight.
The door has finally opened,
The interior has start to soften.
To live among time,
Without you it doesn't seem to rhyme.
You are my new life,
As well as my new drive.
The care I intend to give,
Beyond those who have received.
Wished you would hear,
Everything else I seem to fear.
I love you,
All I want, is you....

Written and created by J.C.T.H

A Get well soon Poem to a friend.

Gallons of water you must drink,
End of fever in a blink.
The cold you seem to bear,

Warmth I wish I could share.
Eat your medicine,
Lend me your ears and listen.
Little will you then suffer,

Swear you'll soon be tougher.
On top of you should be a towel,
Oh please heal in the next few hour.
Never touch reds again I tell you,

Kill you it will eventually do.

Written and created by J.C.T.H

The present day.

I really don't know what to do,
I feel as if I'm such a big fool.
what the hell is wrong with me?
why is there two different paths for me to see?
one way seems so wrong,
the other is like singing a super slow song.
what is that I want?
what is it that I can want?
why must life be so complicated?
I kept feeling I just suffocated.
both paths I wanna take,
but i can only choose one for goodness sake!
the past is back,
the present makes me shag.
oh lord show me the way please!
tell me what you foresee?
what is it that you're planning?
for me in this mountain climbing.
I want another,
but I'm afraid of hurting the other.
I never wanted to be a player,
this game of life isn't for gamers.
lord what should I do?
I beg of you to keep me cool.
You give me this new life,
But caused the past to come back alive.
I'm afraid of being hurt again,
emotions that literally drive me insane.
somebody tell me what I should do?
past or present help me choose.
I feel like crying,
can't believe all that I'm feeling.
what I did today,
is something I seriously cannot say.
trapped in the middle of concrete hay,
thinking of the past and the present day...

written and created by J.C.T.H

A Teacher's day poem

Feel free to copy and paste this and send to your own teachers out there!

As we walk along this life,
Though some of us prefer to drive,
Many times we are told,
There's no shortcut to wherever we go.
As we walk along the primary school,
Everyone seems so uncool.
Everyday we sing the national song,
and then return to the class we belong.
we play all day,
Not caring about what the rules say.
Whenever I'm speaking you listen,
Raise your hand wait for my instruction.
Ignore these we always do,
Giving the adults a reason to scold you.
The same goes for the secondary schools,
Some of us, still remain as fools.
As we go up to the next level,
Our brains are no longer hollow.
We turn our heads and look back,
Now we realized the obedience we lacked.
Our teachers were so noble,
No matter where we go, they follow.
Guiding us along the righteous path,
Back then, all we do is laugh.
At times we make them cry,
Some of us even soaked them dry.
All they did was to help us,
But we simply shoo them away like any ordinary dust.
They go to school and work,
unlike us who study and be a jerk.
They scold us, they shout at us,
There was never a rule that its a must.
But they still waste their time,
Treating us like we worth more than dimes.
To them it ain't just an occupation,
even though they use powerpoint presentations.
today we celebrate,
those who helped us the most till this date.
The love they show,
though our reactions were always cold.
Let's allow ourselves to show our gratitude.
To all teacher's out there,
This I would like to share.
Thank you!
and a HAPPY TEACHER'S DAY TOO!

Written and created by J.C.T.H

May God Bless you all!

at first... i didn't want to write poems anymore.... i mean what's the point? so what it's cool to read it, it's nice, touching, whatsoever... but does it make my life better? no. does it help me get a new life? no. does it cheer me up? no.

but still.... not writing makes me feel even more empty when I already feel extremely empty...
here's a poem I wrote on my phone...

regarding... the present day.... here goes....




Yield to life I wish,
Like a puppy off its leash.
Lost but yet so free,
so chill even without slurpee.
Got left out in everything.
I feel like I'm worth nothing.
Perhaps I' not meant to be happy,
To live in peace and harmony.
I wish I were in poly,
Perhaps I may have more motivation to study.
I want to die,
I really want to say goodbye.
To sleep and never wake,
Or die in front of a peaceful lake.
I wish I weren't alone,
Perhaps then I'll be more busy with my phone.
I seek love consistently,
But never had a chance to experience it personally.
I'm a burden to my family,
Always dragging down everyone accidentally.
I'm a bad influence in school,
and never fails to be the only fool.
I want a new life,
Kill me anyone, so I can achieve what I strive.
My baby out there, where on earth are you,
Don't you know I'm looking for you too.
I wish you were here,
I wish you could help remove my fear,
of the fact that I live,
and the love that I do not receive.

Written and created by J.C.T.H

a apology poem to girl whom I currently love.

In the end it seems,
May joy and laughter continue to beam.

Sadness one may feel,
Over it as it starts to heal.
Ready one is not,
Really hard one tried to fought.
Years and years it's like,

Fight on as one continues to hike.
On the ledge lies a rose,
Red one's face as he overdosed.

Love don't seem to be right,
I just don't find it at all bright.
Kick it no longer has,
I should give up for the best.
New lives I wish to have,
Goals that does not defer to death.

You are indeed purely my friend,
Of all things, more worth than any brand.
Understanding I hope you will be,

Back to what it once was between you and me.

Written and created by J.C.T.H

A Birthday poem to a friend.

Happiness one may feel,
All the time his heart continues to heal.
People's smiles shown everywhere,
Perfect smiles from you go nowhere.
Yes, they go to her, ashley.

Be it love or crush you feel strongly,
I will always support you dearly.
Real joy i feel being your friend,
Though our lifestyles don't seem to blend.
Hence I shall wish you from my heart,
Do your best to hit the center with a dart,
All the friends around will support you.
You're a friend not as easy to get as flu.

Written and created by J.C.T.H

Finalised Farewell song written from scratch to my beloved pastor.

GOODBYE MY FRIEND


(Verse 1)
When Life seems,
当生活好似
Where there's no shining light beams,
没有阳光照耀
When It's dark,
当灰暗之时
All we need is a spark.
只需火花点燃
When Alone,
当孤单之时，
We must stay strong like a stone.
要像磐石站立
Feeling sore,
当无助之时，
Our father will heal us all.
主永远医治

(BRIDGE)


(chorus)

As we trace back our footsteps,
当我们回首往事，
Our hearts unite along the world maps.
我们的心依然在一起
Miles from each other it seem.
看似遥不可及
The love we had, Sustained by him.
主却使我们的爱在一起，
No matter where you are, We'll love you from far.
无论我们身在何处
我们在彼岸依然爱你

(verse 2)

At wits end,
看似无路可走，
He prevents our paths to bend.
主却为我们开道路
Trapped inside,
虽然有时会被捆绑
He cause the pain to subside.
主及时安慰搭救我们
Feeling lost,
看似前路迷茫，
Saved us whatever we cost.
拯救我们世人
And we know,
但我们知道，
With him it’ll never be cold.
有主保守时刻温暖

(BRIDGE)


(chorus)

As we trace back our footsteps,
当我们回首往事，
Our hearts unite along the world maps.
我们的心依然在一起
Miles from each other it seem.
看似遥不可及
The love we had, Sustained by him.
主却使我们的爱在一起，
No matter where you are, We'll love you from far.
无论我们身在何处
我们在彼岸依然爱你


(Repeat Chorus)

As we trace back our footsteps,
当我们回首往事，
Our hearts unite along the world maps.
我们的心依然在一起
Miles from each other it seem.
看似遥不可及
The love we had, Sustained by him.
主却使我们的爱在一起，
No matter where you are, We'll love you from far.
无论我们身在何处
我们在彼岸依然爱你

(Composed from scratch by J.C.T.H - With help by Tan Shisong)
(Music Translation - Wenjing)

The performance on both Saturday & Sunday 17th & 18th July 2010
were totally awesome!

Another Love poem to a particular special someone.

In the depths of a dark corner,

Where lies one tearful loner.
In the ice it prones,
Shut away alone.
Heaven it thought it was,

In the end the path always pause.

Kicking and punching testing reality,
Now it seems it's not about maturity.
Elements probably required,
Wished it was enough, What I acquired.

Whatever the future may be,
Heal I wish to see.
Years I see ahead,
But I guess I'm trying to fight fate.

Written and created by J.C.T.H

A Hope for return.

Song Title: A Hope for Return.
Lyrics by: Jeremy Chiu Tsz Ho.


(verse 1)
When Life seems,
Where there's no shining light beams,
When It's dark,
All we all need is a spark.
When Alone,
Force yourself pick up the phone.
Then we call,
Our father above us all.

(bridge)
No matter when and where you may be,
Everything our father sees.
Chatting with him does not require fees,
He never fails to make us glee.

(chorus)
As we trace back our footsteps,
Our hearts unite along the world maps.
Miles from each other it seem.
The love we had, maintained by him.
No matter where you are, We'll love you from far.

(verse 2)
Time will tell,
Though we can't reach you by cell.
We may fall,
Without you helping us all.
Let time flow,
Wish you have never did go.
What is wrong,
Wish you'll understand this song.

(Bridge)
No matter when and where you may be,
Everything our father sees.
Chatting with him does not require fees,
He never fails to make us glee.

(chorus)
As we trace back our footsteps,
Our hearts unite along the world maps.
Miles from each other it seem.
The love we had, maintained by him.
No matter where you are, We'll love you from far.

(Repeat chorus)
As we trace back our footsteps,
Our hearts unite along the world maps.
Miles from each other it seem.
The love we had, maintained by him.
No matter where you are, We'll love you from far.
(END)

__________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________

Song's message is: No matter where you may be, our love will not cease, just like God's love will never cease.

Verse 1 - How pastor Liew may feel sometimes,
Bridge - How God changes our lives and we can always depend on him.
Chorus - Even though pastor liew is returning to taiwan, we will always love him and remember that he was once, one of our best pastors.
Chorus hidden meaning - we will definitely miss him, and wish him to return.
__________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________

The first attempt. to the song...

A Hope

(Verse)
When life seems,
There seems no dreams.
Paths we take,
Always seems fake.
Smiles that show,
They come and go.
It's so empty,
All we want's flee.

(Chorus)
But all things always seem so negative,
We need a guide to be positive.
We always constantly wish to be free,
All we need's more eyes to see.
As we look up and feel the breeze,
Light shin upon us across the seas.
I see you in heaven waving at me,
Casting hope into the lifeless me.

It's an incomplete song. trying for the 2nd attempt.

A Change in style.

Currently working on something which I was asked to do by my church members, well though I volunteered. but they believed that I could do it.

I dunno if I can do it but I'll try my best.

A friend in church plays a tune on the keyboard, and records it.
And I will have to use my poem writing knowledge and compose a song...
oh my... it's gonna be difficult... first time my poems ever became a song...
I hope my creation will not become a sad one... afterall my poems are emo-ish. hahaz.
I shall put they lyrics up here once it's done. perhaps if possible, I put the audio up too.
XDDD

oh man. I'm so gonna stress my brain out. Jeremy! YOU CAN DO IT!!! XDDD

another poem with the same new techniques.

Why is all this happening,
In all situations I keep losing.
Lying to myself that it's not true,
Little do I know that this ain't just flue.

I simply refuses to forget,

Every time I lose this bet.
Veins I hope to cut,
Everything drives me nuts.
Rest I really need,

Feelings I'm scared to feed.
Ice cold I feel about these,
Numbness never fails to cease.
Don't want to live on,

Now even myself I refuse to fond.
End I want it near,
Wishes that never seem to clear.

Laughter I wish to feel,
One by one the wounds never seal.
Ventures I face,
Eradicate my life seems an important phase.

Written and Created by J.C.T.H

What is Love? a poem with my latest styles.

I never felt so useless before,

Rest I need as I continue to feel sore.
Enormous it is one's pain,
All that's left is enough to drive me insane.
Little do I know why,
Love never fails to make me fly.
Yes to love being a good thing,

Fuck it there's no such thing.
End of life it seems to be,
Ends stubborns cannot see.
Love is a pain,

Love tortures any with a cane.
Idiots out there who think otherwise,
Kick the to death! these annoying little flies.
Entrance to it simply stupid they are,

Cornered even if they run very far.
Originally love is wonderful,
Mating to some makes life beautiful.
Maturity cancels these thoughts,
In the end rejected by others of some sort.
The care I give.....
Tskk... What I hell of a waste!!!
In return thorns I receive.
Never have I cheated in this game,
Given to me by many all this fame.

Sick and tired,
Undo I cannot as I have already fired.
In the end things turn out the same,
Continue to lose to the same old game.
It's simply nonsense,
Don't you find it all so monstrous?
End it once and for all,

this is what I really wish for.....
))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))':

Created and written by J.C.T.H

This poem is created yesterday. got kinda alittle drunk, and wrote this when i was feeling alittle down....

turned out not bad...
This is a new type of poem I was trying to create. Looks like my past poems on the outside but actually it's not. Because of the half-drunk state, there were a few errors. but overall it should be easy to understand. One have to read beyond what it's written in a poem.

(Here Goes)
Ice keeps going down my throat,

Still I wonder why I'm still afloat.
Tears continues to flow down,
Intensive coldness making me drown.
I don't seem to be able to forget you,

Little do I know what I should do.
Over I keep telling myself,
Vows already made to the unhappy elf.
End is not near that's what it told me,

Yellow I wished my life would be.
One couldn't escape the black aura,
Underneath everything's always another dark era.....

Written & Created by J.C.T.H

(END)

If ya can understand what this poem's purpose or meaning, EVEN WITH THE ERRORS in it, then I say u're observant.

A super indirect love poem for particular special Individual

This poem is created on 23rd June 2010
It was given to that special girl by sms. (mobile to mobile message)

(Intro)
I really wished you receive this through mail,
Be it through post or email.
but I wasn't sure if you ever checked the mailbox,
and I'm definitely sure you're unsure how to read your email inbox.

(here goes)
Days and Days that pass,
Unsure if the thoughts may last.
Filled with sorrow I am,
Like crying to my shepherd, this stubborn old lamb.
Peace the mammal feels,
But it's heart never seals.
Never has the wool been cut off,
all it does is continue to live forth.
Like running away from the wolf,
Like getting trapped away in a booth.
The sun never rises,
Light never reach my lenses.
Darkness one face,
Still stuck at the same phase.
Clouds continues to form,
Like replanting a defused bomb.
Lying on my back with my eyes closed,
Feels as if I'm overdosed.
Bring out the silence in me,
but all i hear is the waves of the sea.
All I see is the broken-ed down tree,
Why am I still not free?
As I travel on a journey.
One continues to stay within me.
Life seems to have stopped,
Like my heartbeat giving a painful throb.
Wished it could be like Adam and eve.
but the other refuses to receive.
Weeks and Month one waits,
Never stop flowing the many painful dates.
The thoughts that flow down,
still I am bound.
Wish I could shoot myself with a gun,
the heart never fails to weigh a ton.
The months were like years,
Kicks in the many fearful fears.
Whether this will be understood.
Uneasy one may could.
Like romeo and Juliet,
The body experiences many riots.
Wished there could be hope......
In this steep yet gentle slope.....

(Sign Off)
Yours Sincerely:
Jeremy Chiu Tsz Ho.
Written and created with hope.......





















and with love......

Poem of love for a special individual Part 4.

This is by far, the most emotional poem I have ever created and wrote.
It is for my first girlfriend I had in 18 yrs of my life.
It's a farewell poem to her. Written and created while I was crying.

Not a masterpiece, but a poem with bloodstains on it...


There we go, watching as time slowly flow.
Different ways we part, why does my heart feels like it’s been hit with a dart.
As I walked into the darkness on the right,
You walked to the left towards the light.
Tears and blood flow, as I constantly tell myself no.
Again history repeats, my happiness once again depletes.
The memories we had, I guess it’s natural to feel sad.
There were many good ones, and there were few bad ones.
You, being my first one, are what I always want.
You, being my first one, made my life as bright as the sun.
You, being my first one, never will I forget how you ate a bun.
You, being my first one, were my chosen one.
We had such a short time together, but I gave you my best altogether.
I may never believe in love again, after 4 times it made me insane.
The joy we share ended up with the tears I bear.
The laughter I gave you, I hope you will treasure them as much as I do.
I have loved you as much as I could, yet it ended like everyone else would.
No matter how special I make it, I still fail to be different in any bit.
I’ve failed you as both a boyfriend and a friend.
I tried so hard not to follow the trend.
But then in the end, I still fell into the modern hand.
The kisses we had, and the hugs we get.
Never will I forget, how much I’ll think of you, you can never bet.
You have made me a better man, even crap fall in true love they can.
I will not forget the irreplaceable things you’ve done for me,
even if I ended up drowning myself in the sea.
Be it your past or mine, towards each other we were still kind.
I hope my existence brightened up a part of you,
Because I had once loved you, yet lost you.
The debates we went through, the happiness that grew.
Seems like it just happened yesterday,
But sadly it all ended in the past few days.
Wishing you the best, just ain’t enough that I made you detest.
I hope you will be happier and free from now on,
Because there won’t be anyone dragging you on.
When we may be friends I do not know,
First I have to get myself out of the cold.
This is my last poem to you,
I hope reading it won’t make you feel blue.
I had once loved you, cared for you and treasured you, I will forgive and forget you and give up on you.
Baby may the force be with you always, even when we’re about to part in different ways.
I’ll miss you, like how I always do.
Because right now, a smile or tear, not anymore does it matter.

Created with tears and written with darkness stained blood from J.C.T.H
Your beloved:
Ex-boyfriend.
Jeremy Chiu Tsz Ho.

Take care, my first true love.


Currently 6th November 2010, I still misses her, even though I tried my best to remove her from my heart, pretending she doesn't exist....
I can't forget how much she changed me. I can't forget how much both of us loved each other,
I can't forget how close we were together.... but i simply could not forget how much tears she had cause me to bear......

Poem of love to a special individual Part 3

This is a christmas poem to the same girl in the previous post.
The poem is created as a story, at the same time, giving a load full of hints telling her
that I love her more than a friend. She didn't seem to understand the true meaning of the previous poem. This poem is simply more obvious than ever.. as well as much longer too.

A story of a man wishing a girl he loves so much on christmas day.


As light starts to fade into the dark skies, I watched as each and every single streetlight revives
I closed my eyes and tried to concentrate, but all I could feel is my heart beating at a very fast rate.
The wind has strengthened, the lakes are frozen.
The tiny rain droplets have turned into crystal-like flakes, Looks like my breakfast today will be two crystal milkshakes.
Families gather for a hot turkey meal, how I wish loneliness I would not feel.
Though my skin is bold, why do I feel so cold.
I wonder what brings about the chill, all I know, feeling sad is not what I should feel.
I looked up at the moon, it tells me crying now is too soon.
One by one the neon light up, sending a sense of peace into my cup.
It’s Christmas! The centre of attraction is no longer a mers,
Pine trees everywhere, thus bring joy for everyone to share.
Its leaves hanging many colorful delights, which brighten up everyone’s sights.
Treasures buried beneath, that are made for specials to receive.
Ribbons twirl around, families and couples bond without a sound.
Silence sometimes brings affections, as activeness may cause playful disruptions.
Midnight as fallen, the sharper the eyes get for a falcon.
It soars through the air without fear of falling, as the wind with antlers helps prevent it from happening.
The falcon sends its feelings to the ground below, as it soars through the cutting wind easily as if it’s hollow.
It landed on a four-store building nearby, that stands in front of a park close by.
A swarm of glittering particles surrounds the falcon, it then turns into a man in a second.
The man is six feet high, his hair is tinted with black dye.
He walked up to the third floor, turns right and approached the door.
He opened his chest and withdrew his heart, he kissed it and placed it into a card.
He slid it underneath the door, and took of without the flaw.
The warmth he sacrificed, the wishes he intends to clarify.
The hope for secrets to be revealed seems so difficult to be sealed.
A heart as a gift seems so unbelievable, although the pain is unbearable.
Yet he feels this is right, the future just seems so bright.
The man looked up the sky, he transformed and got ready to fly.
He looked back at the door, he felt like making a call.
The falcon spread his wings, the enormous bells have started to make their dongs and dings.
It’s time! The clock has started to chime.
The falcon took off it soar a million times faster than a moth.
Its grey feathers have turned bright red color.
It is even brighter than a Singapore dollar.
Nevertheless it is time to celebrate, I’m sure there is no need to elaborate.
It’s close to the end of the year, but what continues to haunt us is fear.
May your life continue to prosper, Merry Christmas to you my best friend and my dearest treasure.

It was also written by hand but took 3 days to write.

Poems of love to special individuals Part 2

This poem is written and created to be given also as a birthday present to my closest female friend I had in my entire life. which was, actually also the girl I once loved the most both as a sister, and a crush.

A masterpiece:

5 years it has been, but decades it seems.
In just the blink of my eye, my pupils get hit by a fly.
LOL, that’s not what I mean,
I just can’t believe how fast it has been.
Throwing the examinations aside,
Which have been clutching our backsides.
Day by day we live, Fallen were many leaves.
Joy and laughter we share, Tears and sorrow we bear.
Crushes and loves we face. Rejections and breakups that surface.
Still strong we stand, because we believe we can.
I know this has no link whatsoever, and I sound like I’m acting clever.
But this is our last year here, and this may be my last gift to you my dear.
Different schools we may go, chances of meeting we never know.
Although we will be far apart, our feelings will never part.
Best friends we remain, and the memories shall never leave our veins.
You are like a sister to me, like a treasure that makes me say “Oh My G!!!”
I wonder what I am without you, perhaps my head will be stuck somewhere in the loo.
You are the first and only girl who truly understands me,
Someone whom I can sit with and enjoy tea.
It would be great if our bonds were higher,
So that we could share each and every single moment together.
Nevertheless, this gift is starting to make a mess.
Happy beloved birthday, this is where you beat after august losers’ birth dates.
Before I say anything, I’m not being offending.
Just saying only! Like most idiots often say rudely.
Okay, stop acting gong! I know this is a bit long.
It’s almost the end! But sadly there’s still more to tend.
You are not only my best friend, You are also my precious friend.
Without you I’m nothing, but with you I’m something.
You are more than just a friend, something so unique it should be banned.
Damn!
I’m writing too much, sorry for making you miss lunch.
Birthday girl ah birthday girl ah, Enjoy life to the fullest ah! But must succeed in life lah!
Will always be there for you.
Love you!


This is the first poem which I have created and written by hand with everything rhymes.
and it was created to wish a happy birthday to a close friend, as well as saying I love you more than a friend to her.
It is created that ALL sentences can be linked to a best friend relationship but only one can't - which links to a confession. well hidden, well if readers can find it, good for you.
Ps: longest time someone took was 45mins. fastest was approximately 7mins.

Poems of love to special individuals Part 1

This poem is created to a particular girl I used to have feelings for.
and this is the first ever poem I ever wrote in my entire life
as a birthday gift.

Another year has passed.
The girl’s leaving the past.
You’re finally seventeen!
One year older than sixteen!
Laugh out loud if you want,
because reading this may be fun.
In the previous year,
Where there were still many ears,
People passed around a rumour,
That involves me and her.
Things gone out of hand,
So I gave up in the end.
This year’s a new beginning,
And what I’m about to say may not have a meaning,
But please listen to what I’m about to say.
And try to keep this to yourself okay?
The feelings may still be strong,
Sorry if I may sound abit wrong,
But right now,
Those feelings have traveled a mile.
But even without them,
I still care for you, I do.
But of course, as a friend.
I noticed you weren’t happy,
Seeing it makes me feel crappy.
All I want right now is that you’re happy,
And that I could make friends with you properly.
When you’re down, Cheer up!
There are many people who are there to wake u up.
Bring u out of ur misery
Make your arms feathery
and you will be soaring up.
Into the peaceful sky,
Where happiness lies.
It’s your birthday today.
Your 17th birthday.
I wish you all the best for everything
And for your dreams to come true.
I hope I can get to know you better.
Because you’re my precious friend.
Cheers!


Not everything rhymes, and it wasn't my best, afterall it was my first ever handwritten poem.
but the memories were genuine. Was told that it was sweet by my classmates.

A Poem of the present day

It's finally April,
my life continues to get stapled.
school is starting soon,
I finally won't be wasting time from morning till noon.
however things aren't getting any better,
Now I'm afraid of even contacting her.
I've already forgotten the past,
although it wasn't quite fast.
I thought it was all over,
but my life don't seem to end from tampines to dover.
I've fallen for her,
even though I don't really know much about her.
I doubt she will ever like me.
and hurt me through ways I cannot see.
It always been like that,
all one-sided, that's really sad.
never in my life I've experienced it truly,
even though I tried so hard carelessly.
I threw away my pride,
and I cried so hard with no one by my side.
I'm not confident that it will happen differently,
because they don't see me like how my friends see me.
They always assume and guess,
like thinking that I listen to jazz.
I'm emo not because I'm like that.
I've been through so much that I feel worse than sad.
I'm weird not because I'm like that.
I'm simply so different that you can't accept.
I'm really lost now.
I feel like a lost child.
I don't know what to do,
what should be done I cannot do.
It's all true.
I'm a fool.
I doubt anyone can save me from this so call crisis,
I just can't run away from my so call disease.
I'm too loyal,
I treat her like royal.
but all I do is think,
but when I try, everything starts to sink.
My feelings for you is growing....
will you simply accept it and realise that I'm the only one glowing?
why is it that I have to wait for your answer?
I'm not a dog who keeps waiting for its master.....
))))))))))))))))):


Written and created by:
J.C.T.H
Jeremy Chiu Tsz Ho

A Poem of how I feel

Why is it always like that?
Life's always like a bet.
Even though one has forgot the past,
his present are still filled with scars.
no matter what I do and no matter how hard I try,
Things in life never fails to make me cry.
Just simple message can lead to tears,
making someone dream of his fears.
My life seems like a failure,
my ship keeps sinking during my life as a sailor.
as long as a particular individual step onto it,
the ship loses its sense of being fit.
The power of love is indeed strong,
but when I experience it, things start to go wrong.
Am I not fated to love?
or am I just not suitable for it since birth?
Someone please give me an answer...
so that my life will continue to drift like a Mitsubishi lancer.
Is it simply not possible?
or am I just incapable?
what is it that I lack?
that those people have to treat me like a fag.
Nobody wants me,
not even my closest friend is afraid of getting close to me....
will anyone simply accept who I am?
and love me like how I love them?

Fuck it.

Written and created by:
J.C.T.H
Jeremy Chiu Tsz Ho

A Poem of life.

Life's full of Ups and Downs,
There are times where people start to drown.
Be it physical or mental pain we suffer,
It's always our thoughts continue to shuffle.
People decide on something, and work on it like it's everything.
Just like when a man falls in love,
that's when their hearts starts to curve.
People starts to get lost,
and throw away their lives no matter how much they cost.
Love brings about tremendous pain,
and sometimes cause people to go insane.
When one falls into the inescapable trap,
they will start to suffer all kinds of crap.
Despite the constant efforts of a man,
The woman just don't seem to be able to react like how a man can.
Some say woman are annoying species,
But i say they are a incurable disease.
Some wishes to go out for a date,
but all they find is a built up locked gate.
No matter how hard man try, most of them continues to suffer till they eventually die.
Still the woman keeps giving false hopes,
so the man foolishly continues to cope.
When man thinks that it's time,
woman destroys their life with a chime.
What is it that woman want,
why is it that man can't have what they want.
Woman burn their hearts to ashes,
then throw them away like thrash pieces.
They toy with our lives like dogs, and then eat us like munching on hotdogs.
what is it that I deserve all of these,
that she has to treat me like fleas.
What the fuck is it that you want?
I'm sick of guessing what you really wishes to hunt.
I hate you,
yet I still love you.
Enough is enough,
you destroyed me and u know it no doubt.
Fuck you.......
why did i fall in love with you.....

Written and created by:
J . C . T . H ™